A beautiful, wonderful woman died at 6:00am on July 17th -- my mother! My mom was one of the greatest woman that ever lived! She was not a world leader, a famous doctor...no the woman was my Mother, our Mother...our Mom... our MOMMY!
To my Mom -- it's so hard Mommy, every day that goes by I want to hear your voice! I want to hear you laugh! I miss your "ya, I know Nan". You were always so damn positive.. and reassuring! Mom, I miss you the most when I just want to cuddle...to squeeze, to hold you, put ponytails in your hair (and watch you walk around for hours with them .. while people laughed and you said "what?"). Oh that laugh -- just to hear that laugh. Then I would laugh ...till I pee'd my pants ("I hear you saying -- Nan, you are going to have an asthma attack or wet yourself -- which of course was sure to happen!) To my mother I miss holding you -- you holding me! Oh ya, I meant it -- don't worry about Daddy -- Sara and I will take care of him! I will meet you in my dreams mommy. LOTS OF LOVE, KISSES AND LOTS AND LOTS OF HUGS xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo