I will never be over you, will never stop loving you, will never stop missing you and will forever remember you. You took a piece of me that day and I would give anything for you to be here to give it back to me. My heart is broken Daddy. I look at pictures and listen to your voicemail in the hopes that it will comfort me if only for a few minutes. But the truth is that aside from you being here there is nothing that can fix my heart. Daddy you left me here to navigate this pain alone and I am desperately needing a hug and hearing you say I love you. Over these years you became my anchor and I can’t seem to steady myself enough to understand you will never be here again. No calls, no hugs, no blowing kisses from the ferry. It’s all gone and in this brokenness I can’t find my way to move forward. I cannot stop looking back for you. I love and miss you Daddy.
Forever and always
Michelle